New Year

What worries me are the consequences of a diet comprised mostly of fake-connectedness, makebelieve insight, and unedited first drafts of everything. I think it’s making us small. I know that whenever I become aware of it, I realize how small it can make me. So, I’ve come to despise it.

I recently reread Merlin Mann’s piece Better and much of it really resonated with me.

It’s been a crazy year. I wrote an ebook on Ruby programming that received a lot of feedback. I started an alt-ac job working on the Cody Archive for CDRH. I completed my progress towards UNL’s new Certificate in Digital Humanities. I adopted a second dog and have worked hard with both of them in training. In my personal life I’ve had both profound sadness and extreme happiness, both for myself and for those around me.

There are other areas where I see a need to be better, to tune out the distractions, and focus on what’s important. I’m walking away from half-finished, half-useful things I make and consume.

In other words, I’m becoming much pickier about where my attention goes. I enjoy connecting, sharing, finding similar interests. But I’m drawing a new line for myself. I’m cutting away things I no longer find useful. What matters is the hard work and personal connections I make, not the most recent meme on Reddit, some half-witted Twitter update, some design tweak on my blog, or imaginary achievements on XBox.

So, my New Year pledges echo Merlin’s:

I want to go be awesome. I’m seizing back my time and attention from the noise and fakeness and want to show the world what I can make.

01 January 2012 · @jaheppler